there's things I can't
do anymore:
can't trust my music on shuffle, because the first few seconds of
that song are enough to stop my heart
but I can't bring myself to delete it
can't hang out in certain parts of school, because those couches
are a place filled with memories of you
but that's where my friends hang out
can't even look at my gameboy, because we used to play
pokemon together
but my brother plays it and leaves it lying around
can't think about anything that could remind me of you, not that
I have reason to think of
soccer, double double coffees, blue, techno, pizza
or
how it felt to be secretly in love with you..
but that's not a secret anymore
and now you're gone
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