#4
T o t h e
o n e
I l o v e
,
the boy I
love: You're
breaking my heart. I
can literally feel it
crack. I know you're changing, I can see it with my own
eyes.
I'm
happy. I'm glad you're trying
harder, I'm glad I have some
meaningin your
life. But I'm afraid you'll relapse into the person
that just kept breaking my
heart no matter what you did or didn't
do. I don't want
that. It hurts me, but I'm afraid if I leave,
the
pain of not being with you will be g r e a t e r
than the pain of being
with you, and I don't know what to do.
I love you with
my
whole
being, and you make me happier than
anyone but you hurt me more than them too...
I don't
know what
to
do..