I'm not quite sure
what it
is, but i feel different
i don't really smile as much as i used to; i miss way too
many things
i always want to go back to the old days. i'm quiet
very quiet. i
walk into a room upset, & i don't even know
[ why
]
i can't trust anyone. even my best
friend.
i feel completely insecure, i feel like
whatever i do is being watched.
i feel like if i do something wrong everyone will find out
so i just sit there, quiet...very
quiet.
people ask me what's wrong. i'd love to give them an answer
i really would, i love to vent... well i used to.
but honestly, i don't know what's wrong. i just
know
I'm not happy.
♥