I
know eventually my feelings will fade out, that I'll forget
about
how
special you were,
or how special you
made me
feel.
Eventually, time
will change, or I'll just get use to it
changing,
and my thoughts of you
will drop. You'll cross my mind
and
then
you won't, I'll get the urge to call you then I
won't, I'll find
myself wishing you
were here, then I won't. It's
just a phase,
and I've come to accept that
that's all I ever was for you too,
just
a phase for
you to get through. I wasn't a life changing
experience,
I never changed you
for the better, and I
never will, but I've
accepted that
that girl was never going to be me, and whether
I'm
fine with that
has yet to be seen, I'm just happy I
can be a better
type
of change for
someone
who truly does
deserve
me.