& now that i finally have my chance, after years of waiting

           & now that i finally have my chance,
                           after years of waiting & dreaming...
                              I just realized, I don't know if i can be with you.
                                       not because I don't want to;
                                             but because when it comes down to it,
                                                   i don't think i could go through the pain of losing you..



its midnight & im venting....