I want to know you. I want to know what you're all about. I honestly

I want to know you.
I want to know what you're all about.
I honestly can't get my mind off of you.
It's so frustrating.
I'm here, in so deep, and who am I to you?
But I can't stop myself.
There's no stopping me now.
It's too late to be saved at this point.
All I really want is you.
I want you so bad that I pretend to keep myself the least bit satisfied.
I pretend to control my need for you.
I act like I know your touch, your kiss, how your eyes look close up.
I try to memorize your face & your voice but I keep wanting more.
God, waht makes it so impossible for me to feel like I actually have a shot in hell with my perfection?
Is it so hard to jsut have this one thing in my life?
'Cuz I've never ever wanted anything so badly....