Who I am People really dont know who i am. i keep everything

Who I am

People really dont know who i am. i keep everything locked upside, and thats why people dont know who i am. i dont like opening up to people and the way i feel about things, thats just not who i am. i hate the way i look and feel. i am alway getting depressed and crying myself to sleep at night. it seems like the world is out to get me, but at the same time everyone is leaning on me and i never turn them down. The tables seem to turn tho when i am the one who is in trouble and no one wants to help me. But i just let it go but it will always be in the back of my mind how they didnt want to help to out. Thats just how i am, keeping everything hiden so0 no one knows who i am, even when i wanna tell sumone there is no one there to listen to me

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