*Under the Smile* Only one special person knows What I feel under

*Under the Smile*

Only one special person knows
What I feel under the smile
As the pain grows inside me
My friends just let go
But that one special friend
She knows how I really feel
She can see the hurt in my eyes
When I smile people think its all okay
And this is the price I have to pay
I feel like no one cares at all
But I still try to stand tall
Sure, I have great times with friends
But when I hit the home door, it all ends
My heart is shattered but that’s what no one can see
Yeah, I do still try to be me
But it’s the pain cutting inside me
Deeper and deeper it cuts
Everyone seems to think,
My life it perfect
When inside it kills me!
For a little this hurt seems to fade
Then in a couple of days its back to hurt me once more
I wish people could know
How the pain continues to grow
I wish they could see how it felt
The problems that I was dealt
Sometimes I think I shouldn’t be here
But then what about my future?
As I mature the pain seems to grow
Does anyone feel as I do?
A lot of times I just want to shout!
I just wish someone could help me out…




<3 ya lots,
~*Maddi*~