i
shouldn't have been stupid enough to fall for you.
you're
girlfriend loves you and seeing you with
her hurts like
crazy. i miss you constantly and when i see you
or hear your
voice, i get major butterflies. my friends
think i'm insane for
liking you, but they don't see what i do. they see a player
who
doesn't care about anything. i see an amazing guy who
hasn't
found what he's looking for. i'm still hanging
on to the little
hope that i have left, but i don't know how long i can hang
on.
my
emotions are
running
wild.
i
never knew that a crush could hurt so much.