<//3 the following just happened a second ago...(please read)
<//3 the following just happened a second
I was talking to my bestfriend/boyfriend as i ALWAYS do. (we
would talk everyday; and we just started going out a week ago,
and now texted even more) . we have so many memories and
so much history.
well, he randomly got mad at me and wouldnt tell me why. we
started fighting, and by the end, i poured my heart out in a 5 page long apology/i
love you text. His reply was "k." my heart sank. he
told me, just the night before, that he'd 'LOVE ME
FOREVER AND ALWAYS NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS BECAUSE
I WAS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO HIM
<3 ' i got butterflies and went to sleep so
well today was different. i looked at my phone , (after he'd said
'k'), and saw '1 new message'.
it said 'lets just b
fends' <<he didnt even
SPELL OUT THE SENTENCE :'( . i burst into
hysterics. "did we just break
up...? :'(" i managed to type, with shaky fingers.
'yea. bye.' was his response.
im brokenhearted. in fact, its my first broken
heart. he's a jerk, and he lied. because
forever just ended.
within 15 minutes, all of my friends found out we broke up and
sent me sympathy texts. "r u ok??" "im here for u
girlie" and "he's not worth your time". were some
of the attempts to make me feel better. i replyed, "im
fine." to everyone,, and sat in my room
listening to "breakeven"
im trying to convince myself that i'm alright, even when
it's so hard to stay strong at this point. :'(