I used to hurt myself, because of someone
in my family.
I never could seem to be enough for him.
I was never smart enough, did enough chores, played sports good enough.
But I stopped. I knew it was a bad habit and i needed to end it right there before something bad happened.
But yesterday I started a new habit. I have hair bands around my wrist. Ones with metal on it...
When i think i screw up, I pull it as hard as i can and snap myself. Yesterday I did it so much during my softball game I started bleeding. I kept doing it though.
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I just needed to get that out.
I never could seem to be enough for him.
I was never smart enough, did enough chores, played sports good enough.
But I stopped. I knew it was a bad habit and i needed to end it right there before something bad happened.
But yesterday I started a new habit. I have hair bands around my wrist. Ones with metal on it...
When i think i screw up, I pull it as hard as i can and snap myself. Yesterday I did it so much during my softball game I started bleeding. I kept doing it though.
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I just needed to get that out.
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jamacamecrazy
1 decade ago
you sound a whole lot like me, with the family problems and the snapping hair ties, i do that sometimes, but i have stopped, dont do it anymore, its not good, find a different habit like chewing gum or something? just dont do it, please.
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brittbabe22
1 decade ago
awww i used 2 do tht:(
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snapdragon
1 decade ago
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