when my mascara runs youll be ((thinking)) of me when a tear

when my mascara runs
youll be ((thinking)) of me
when a tear falls frommy cheek
youll {realize} what youve done
when the blade cuts
youll [feel] my pain
when blood drips
youll ~decide~ to text me and say sorry
when im (loading) the gun
youll decde to callme
when i dont answer
you ({ r e a l i z e}) what you did