I kept waiting and waiting but you didnt come i was left alone

I kept waiting and waiting
but you didnt come
i was left alone
as crys and voices
swirled in my head
i pulled out the gun
they were afrid i'd shoot someone
as i pulled the gun to my head
a mighty wail of prayers hit me
i pulled the trigger
as my blood spilled
on the sidewalk where i lay
you came out of the crowd stairing
with grife and disbelife
then you walk away
and i was alone once more