Have you ever had a day
When everyone was
against you
When everyone was
Lying to you
Even your closest friends didn’t help you when you needed it
Even when you don’t know what to do
They just leave your side
You know you’re lost
And you can feel the shaking coming….
The pain…..the tears
You try to stop it
Revenge comes to your mind
But you don’t know how or where to start
Even your family doesn’t care
They don’t listen
I feel like I have nobody
I have done some things I terribly regret
But you know there’s nothing you can do about it
Yes people have hurt me
And I have hurt other people
Inside and out
But surprisingly
what hurts the most is
On the inside
I’ve prayed and asked for precious help
But none so far
I sometimes feel invisible
Like I was never meant to be
I don’t know why I feel like this
I guess I’m just a sensitive person
But I can’t keep living like this
I do have very good things
To appreciate in my life
But I feel like certain people
Make me appreciate them
She does that a lot
Puts words into my mouth
Also made me feel ashamed of my own feelings
I wish we still lived in a world where you just are
You
It didn’t matter what you wore
What different qualities you had
Or even who the people were you spent your time with
And people didn’t judge you for
One mistake you made
It hurts so bad
To hear someone laughing
In your face
While you cry because you were hurt
And that was there goal
I know how it feels when you can’t stop crying
I know how it feels to want to die
How you want to be numb so you can’t feel anything
Sometimes I even feel selfish
Because I feel like I want
Someone to feel sorry for me but I don’t
I just want somebody……anybody to know
Because I need someone to talk to....
Anybody
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read it
all me
thats how i feel right now