It's called love;)3 Justin: I'm sorry. Me: yeah..me

It's called love;)3
Justin: I'm sorry.
Me: yeah..me too...

I knew it was the wrong choive but I just walked straight back to my rrom. I really just wanted to go hug him and say its all okay but it wasn't! If he cant trust me then I will give him a break. When he is really sorry, he wil hug me, tell me he's sorry and he want's me back, he has to do it right and if he really cares.. he will do it perfectly!

Mom: Natalie, honey, we are going
out on the boat but you and Jay(Justin) are
going to take the jet skies out, so you can sleep in.
Justin had a rough night so can you please try to be
nice? He said he will wait for you so you two, can come find
us in a few alright? i love you, see you later!
Me: Alright I'm getting up now..

Mom, Jeff and Sarah left, so I went downstairs to talk to Justin..

Me: So, Sarah knows?
Justin: yeah
Me: alright, well maybe we should just stay
friends for a little..
Justin: if you want..(looks heart broken)
Me: (taking his hand) come with me.


We walked up to my room holding hands, I sat on my bed, jestured him to shut the door and sit in front of me

Justin: What are we doing?
Me: let it out. Tell me how you feel right now!
Justin: about you? or us?
Me: both
Justin: well I really like you
Me: why?
Justin: (shocked I asked why) You're beautiful without
even trying. You are freaking hot when you want to be.
You are funny, and when I am sad you know exactly
how to cheer me up. When I or anyone else needs to
talk you are ALWAYS there to listen. You know when
somethings wrong, and you are a natural genius.
You are extremely clumsy which I love, and you don't
try to be anyone else but yourself. It takes alot to get
you mad, and when someone has hurt you you keep it
to yourself like you don't like to get even, but you also
do. You always bring me good luck when I see you at a
game. You have eyes like the ocean and I could stare
into them forever, plus you have the most beautiful
smile I have ever seen. And my favorite part? Is when
ever I see you I get instant tingles all over my stomach,
like more intense than butterflies. I feel amazing when I'm
with you. You make me feel like I could climb the tallest
mountain wearing a wife beater, basketball shorts and
high heels and I wouldnt even be cold if you were there
with me. I feel like I get an instant smile on my face
everytime I see you.
Me: wow..
Justin: now us?
Me: yeah
Justin: I mean yeah I love being able to call
you mine, and it would hurt to see you all
over a new guy but i mean like I just want
you to be happy
Me: that's it?
Justin: yes. My feelings are not important if you
aren't happy with me. I only want you to be happy.

I couldn't resist, I had to hug him. I leaned in and gave him a huge hug. the guy I love well at least teenage love just said the most amazing thing I could have ever imagined him saying. We hugged for a long time. Then I looked up at him. He looked down at me..THEN we just started kissing. Kissing led to making out. The most intense amazing make out ever!! eeeek! :)

*RING RING*