letters i couldnt send#1 i miss you more than ever and i wanted

letters i couldnt send#1

i miss you more than ever and i wanted to let you know that but as hard as i try nothing seems to work.
i text you to talk to you and you dont text me back but when i do talk to you. you tell me you miss me and still love me to..
so should i take everything u say when i talk to you serious or think of it as a lie but you dont lie to me
or was that a lie to?
so many things i want to tell you some many things i just wanna tel the world
i wish you could just see how much this is hurting
i know you very well and maybe the letter i type i should send cuz maybe down inside you thinking the same thingd but how would i know?
i told you, you can still tell me anything and that i will ALWWAAYS be here for but
again maybe ur i hurt you as well and ur trying to move on and forget about us...about me?i know you dont want that and i definatley dont want that but maybe thats the best thing to do right now....
the letters i should send but the feeling that tell me not to..im scared.....very scaared!!!!