Everyone always says everything happens for a reason, right?

Everyone always says everything happens for a reason, right? But when something horrible happens, we hate the world. That moment where we lose the person we love, fail at absolutely everything & lose ourselves; we are lost. And all people can say is that things happen for a reason. For reason that can not be explained. We must be patient in order to find the light in an extremely long tunnel. Well, I've been waiting my whole life for that something that can lead me out of this darkness, someone whose love can light up my world. And after all the heartaches, all the nights where I've cried myself to sleep, every boy who has played with my emotions & treated my heart as a toy, they could play with & just throw away when their done. After each & every day waking up wishing I was never here, after everything that has happened, I finally understand what those reason were & the reasons were for me to wait for you. You, as the one. The one person who makes me feel alive, who is the light in my life, whose love is the most powerful feeling I have ever experienced. You are the person who I've been waiting my whole life for, & now that I have found you, I will love you with all my heart & live each and everyday to the fullest because my soul is finally whole now that I've found you. <3