how could you do this
to someone your supposed to love? you're supposed to care about
me and understand me. you're supposed to be the one i can go to
when i need help or when growing up just sucks. you're supposed
to be my best friend. & yet you do all this to me? and
you're ok with it? if i were you i wouldn't be able to
sleep. thanks for all the extra tears i never needed and god damn
straight didn't want. you're making me a stronger person.
but when i get around to it, i'll never be like you. i'll
be the complete opposite. i'm not sure why god had this in
store for me but it's something i unfortunately go through. no
matter what i do. or how hard i try. it's always my fault. well
i hope one day god gets you back. because i have to go through all
the crap you decide you wanna put me through. whenever i hear the
sound of your voice i get scared. you're lucky i don't hit
back, because we all know i'm stronger than you. but one day..
if you you push me far enough.. just remember one thing, i've
dealt with it long enough. and this time, i'm done. i can't
get you out of my life unfortunately, but i can be done with
you.how would it make you feel? well.. it's starting now.
i'm done. i'll love you forever and i wish we could be
different but we can't. it's in my mind forever. it's
in the back of my head. and it will stay with me my whole
life.