I'm perfect. I always have a smile on my face. My laugh is

I'm perfect.
I always have a smile on my face. My laugh is contagious and I know it. 
I get straight A's, and it seems to be in an effortless manner.
I start on all the varsity teams. The guys absolutely love me, every single one. 
I'm rich. I'm stick skinny. I'm beautiful.

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I'm crying. My sobs are echoing. I work hard, because I have big dreams. 
I always think the guys don't really love me for me. I'm scared I will never find love. 
My family is struggling greatly with the economy. I think I'm fat. I think I'm ugly.

I'M BREAKING.
From the inside, out.