Way to be a douche bag dad, really?! It's about time you smarten up and realize what you've become, because honestly i hate you. If only you knew the how many sleepless nights i have had just laying there thinking of how you've ruined everything, i don't even see you as a father anymore, because i know my real father wouldn't have abandoned me like you had. & all i can say is all the pain you've caused me has only yet to make me stronger.. You're gone and your never coming back, and it doesn't matter if I'm okay with that or not, because you've already made your decision, and frankly it wasn't me..