As I sit here wide awake, I find myself thinking of you -*All

As I sit here wide awake, I find myself thinking of you
-*All my skies are gray*-

For some reason you are always on my mind making me feel blue
The words inside me head do not match the ones coming from my heart
Between my mind and my soul I’m falling apart
I wanna let go of you but I don’t know how
Everyone including me knows you’re not good enough for me, but my heart can’t seem to hear it right now.
Someday, someday just maybe, I will find someone else to make me happy
But until that day comes I am going to be feeling really crappy
All because of that day in the month of May
I can’t sleep, eat, nor think . . . all my skies are gray.

^A poem I wrote today, as my heart is shattering into even more pieces
*-Ashley Aliyah Davis-*