People look at me and my friends and think "omg i would LOVE

People look at me and my friends and think "omg i would LOVE to be them" but they have no clue what we go through daily. Painting our smiles with lipgloss and learning to pretend trhough life. having to laugh when we wanna CRY. being hurt b/c nobody thinks popular people have feelings too. and having boys treat our hearts like PLAY things. Well im through with it. I wanna have a life. Whr i kno who my TRUE blue friends are. The ones thatll be thr for me and not ditch me when thr popular enough to stand on thr own. Sometimes i look at people with thr BEST FRIENDS and say "man i wuld kill to b that person" i mean i wuld trade my life with anyone at all. just to have real people who you kno you can trust. Someone that wont tell EVERY secret you ever told them. Someone thatll call me hot and sexy even tho thr are people around us. Someone wholl tell me they luv me for no reason in the hallway. Someone to walk to every class with that i kno i can laugh and joke around with. Someone who see's all the suffering i go through. Anyone wholl just listen to my thoguhts and feelings, anyone who knos more about me than ME. someone wholl sing me my song when i lost the words. someone wholl tell me when i wear hidious clothes, a girl wholl pick out my precious bras for me every once and i will. but most importantly someone who CARES.