i am honostly scared for you to call me at night, because i'm

i am honostly scared for you to call me at night, because i'm so scared that you'll be mad at me. can't you see that this is no drama, this is not me being a needy person. this is me throwing myself out there flying head first into a big black hole that i thought i got out of a very long time ago. please do not think that this is stupid and unneccessary and hear me out. i love you, i love you baby more than anything else in this world, and i dont want to loose you, i want to spend the rest of my life in those same arms that once held me through an entire night underneath the stars. and dont even get me started on those kisses. what i am saying dear is that i love you. and i needed a way to get out this capsul of emotions. so here it is. that was it. your the biggest part of my life, without you it's empty and hallow.