if you really knew me, im not that strong. It doesnt take a lot

 if you really knew me, im not that strong. It doesnt take a lot to make me think, and then go crazy. I use to hate myself, i still dont like myself, but its better now. im very insecure about myself. i worry about the stupidest things, and it ruins my whole day. i tend to put a smile on my face, and break down when no one is there. i hide behind my fake smile