Do you want to know something? The girl everyone see's isnt

Do you want to know something?
The girl everyone see's
isnt really me..Im tired
of being somone im not.
I have a fake smile on my face everyday.
I try not to cry at night its getting
harder && harder to pretend im ok..
truth is im not..everyone always tells
me oh wow our so pretty & perfect
blahh blahh or you & him are so cute well what if
im just a really good acter </3