i thought i was getting better, better at not missing you. that

i thought i was getting better,
better at not missing you.
that was all until i heard a slow song.
It reminded me of how i felt around you.
i felt so happy and carefree.
i remember how i'd smile just from u lookin at me
and then i thought of how you left,
my heart shattered in so many pieces.
I didn't even know what to do.
I put myself back together, a little every day
and the thought of u ripped all my hardwork away.
now im back to sleepless nights and days of hunger
fighting for the pain to leave.
and this time i hope, that when i hear
the perfect song
you wont be the one i think of.