Yes I admit
it...
I'm jealous of all my
friends...
They've never felt pain like I have..
They've never had to hurt
themselves...
For someone else...
They're all so happy with their
lives...
They're content with who they are..
Their family has money...
Their parents have jobs...
They don't need to get their
own money..
They aren't forced to do things
everyday..
Their parents might care when they're sad..
They don't have to show a mask everyday..
To keep others from knowing their pain..
They're so good at what they love to do..
They're all so
beautiful..
They know more of who they
are..
Than I will ever know in my life..
They
lead normal lives..
And I'm just an abomination..