THExTRUTHxIS
I've just now realized how stupid I am for falling in love with a girl. A girl who has taken me away, to one of those safe places, but brought me back to reality when she wrote that one simple quote. The quote that made my head jump from daydreaming, to actual reality. Like my "friend" said.. As soon as I am out of my daze.. I will see the truth. And now I see the truth. She doesn't really love me. She doesn't even like me! And to think that she felt the same way as I... to think that she actually meant what she said.. she didn't... She didn't mean on word. She lied to me. She caressed my heart and then squeezed all the liquid out of it until my heart became bone dry. Until my life and my world is pulled under me and destroyed in the blink of an eye. In the blink of an eye, I read what she wrote. And I'm just so stupid for believing it. To think that I actually meant something to her... I'm just a big old lie that is being brushed softly with more lies. I can't take it anymore, I don't care. I'm done with girls, I'm done with life. I'm done with love. I'm done. I can't save my heart anymore. I won't fall in love.... She meant the world to me. She was the only reason I wasn't cutting, she was the only reason I destroyed my friendships with people to be with her. She's the only reason, I would give up everything for. I wasted my time. I'm gonna go die. This blood shed is because of you.
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THExTRUTHxIS
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I won't need this account anymore. I'll be dead.
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RawrishSceneCupcake
1 decade ago
Don't leave,every person on this earth was put here for a reason.
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brooke*
1 decade ago
Please ! Don't ! Millions of people are fighting for there lives , And would give anything to have a life as simple as yours. Many girls / boys go through this , But eventually they learn to let go and move on - And really appreciate what they have . :\
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