Hi, I sorta really like you alot but you make me nervous so I'm trying to talk to you even though I can't really control what I'm saying because I'm scared and I like your shirt and your hair looks great and you're so freaking muscley that I just want to kiss you but I can't because that would be weird and akward and here I am rambling like an idiot while getting lost in your eyes and this long run on sentence is probably annoying but I don't care because you're cute and I've attempted this conversation a bajillion times in my diary and it went way better so can we just start over and I can try not to humiliate myself this time?