I know EXACTLY how you feel. The same thought has been constantly going through my head. It's like sometimes I wish that people would stop caring so that I could just give up, and that I would actually be able to go through with something. But people do care, and I wouldn't actually go through with something.... Sorry. Guess I kinda took over your vent. ;/ .... But anyways if you ever want/ need someone to talk to I'm here =)