A Letter to you. Dear Nick, I know you like her. You really like

A Letter to you.

Dear Nick,

    I know you like her. You really like her and for once, that her isn't me.  It's so weird this is so different for both of us.  We're moving one from what we were.  18 months with you and I'm only 14. The amount of times i cry knowing I'll never have you again. It's official. It's over. Sure other guys may like me but I can't like anyone of them because I know I'm not over you. I tell everyone I'm okay but on the inside I'm dying . Just letting you know, I miss you and I love you.  Even if we'll never be together again, I can say this, you were my first love and I'll never forget you because you were the one I loved first. Sometimes I feel breaking up with you was a mistake but then I think of all the rotten things you've done to me and understand why I had to even though I love you. I hope you're happy in life because that's all I want if I can't have who you were when I first met you. See you 6th period tomorrow and in school every other day until we graduate in 2014.
                                                      xoxo forever and always,
                                                                                 SKALERIE</3