It's called
love;)114
To my
beautiful girlfriend,
I’m sorry but the last
three letters will be typed. Jessica is over here typing this for
me because I just can’t write anymore. Words will never be
able to explain how strong you are. You are only 14 years old; you
shouldn’t have had to go through this at how young you are.
You are gorgeous, so this is the time where I want you to something
silly. Do something; it has to have been a year by now. I
don’t want to rush you if you aren’t ready but, I want
you to be moved on at least a little soon. I imagine you and Justin
are incredibly close now. What happened to Jess? Have you talked to
her lately? I hope you have, but if you haven’t she said she
will understand, and yes Nat Sam really said that, just because
I’m typing it does not mean I am saying all of this, he is
saying every word, even this. Now listen here Natalie, I know how
much you love me, I know, but I will never be able to kiss you the
way you did. Please go out tonight or have a party, do something,
find a guy and just talk to him. I suppose by now if you were to
like Justin stuff would have happened, so if you don’t like
Justin do what I said. But if you like Justin again, I have
something totally different. Just do whatever you want with him.
He’s silly and you know him as well as I do. Natalie, take
your time on fully moving on but soon the notes will stop coming, I
need you to be okay with not being able to talk to me anymore. I
need you to make me feel like you are okay with moving on.
I’m watching you and if I see that you aren’t ready by
the last note it’s going to hurt me a lot. Especially because
I would be the reason that you are hurt.