So, I have changed the spelling of my name, I have completely

So, 

I have changed the spelling of my name, I have completely changed my look so that I can hide behind my hair, I have changed my personality so that I don't laugh as much and don't draw ANY attention to myself.
Because of this, I am no longer the fun party girl in my group but the shy one, who constantly looks depressed.

But now I realize my stupidity,


I REFUSE TO CHANGE WHO I AM TO MAKE YOU HAPPY

So I'm cutting my hair and acting crazier than ever.


As for my name?

I prefer it this way, it's less normal.