I've offically been a lesbian
since I was 13 years old. I chose this because I
always witnessed girls being better than guys,
because boys are boys and they will hurt you and want you to do
stuff you don't wanna do.
But there's this
one guy who's
the exception.
It's kind of like he's taken my hand and
pulled me close to him,
but I'm afraid to like him
at all. He makes me smile and laugh and
giggle.
I seriouslly almost got in trouble for giggling so much.
It scares me because I haven't smiled this
much since I was 10 years
old.
But I see something about
him that I've never witnessed about a guy before.
I'm letting my creative mind take a risk here.
He's going to take me on a date,
and if it's successful I think I might just
kiss him...
But who know's... I'm scared shitless because I've
never been out on a date before.
But I'm more excited
because my gut tells me that
he's a good-great-no, amazing
person.
And maybe, in the end- I'll fall for
him.
But who knows.