Oh god, help me, I cant take anymore pain, it kills me, and still

Oh god, help me, I cant take anymore pain, it kills me, and still dont understand, why is it over? why did i have to make that one mistake??? i cant take it anymore, im lying here, sobbing, hoping no one hears me, but at the same time hoping someone will so they can save me. i know this isnt pretty but i am truly in more pain than i have ever been in. and he doesnt care anymore.