How do I say this
It is so hard
To put these words on paper
I pulled the wrong card
I try to be happy
And not to be sad
It never lasts long
I just keep feeling bad
Some say I’m depressed
I hoped that they were wrong
But maybe they were right
And this sad feeling lasts too long
I hate this feeling
Being angry all the time
I just want it to stop
Before I end a life, say mine
I don’t like it
When I hurt myself
Sometimes I lose control
And almost put my life on the shelf
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to leave this place
The only thing that stops me
Is finding a friendly face
-old poem of mine-