you have to tell someone. you can't keep having this secret or you will put your life at risk. your boyfriend seems like a very good guy for being concerned about you. you need to have a talk with him and tell him the truth. then you guys can decide what to do together. i know its scary. but you'll find it easier to deal with when you're not alone. good luck, sweetie(:
I'm not Bulimic
but i LOVE this more.