if you really knew me
you'd know that i'm embarrassed to be seen in public with
my mom. i've started to get over it but still, i'm afraid
people will make fun of her because she's overweight. don't
get me wrong i love her to pieces. and you'd know that i hate
my father. i wish i had the guts to tell him though. he's
actually like super sick. going to die. i haven't told any of
my friends because i am less fortunate then most in my town and so
i hate to have to feel less. and i hate to make other people feel
bad for me. i feel like theres 1 person who knows me the best. but
she still doesnt even know. i try to telll myself i'm skinny.
i'm 5'7' and 130 pounds. i play three sports but i
still look at myself and think jiggle. i can't think of come
back that quick and i feel like i never know what to say.
that'swhy i mostly have texting relationships because they
never see your face (cant tell if your fat or ugly) or your voice
and you can think of what to say. i hate drama. i dont have much of
it, but i hate plently of people old friends who have left me
because i'm not rich enough or i only have one parent tht lives
with me.... in any other town or place i wouldnt feel so out.but
the game of life doesnt know how i'm feeling so i cant feel
pitty for myself because where would that get me? nowhere. but
sometimes people look down on me. i cant wait to get in and out of
highschool and to college the quickest as i can. live.
freeedom.
-- maine
-- maine
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Julietxoxo
1 decade ago
Being 5'7 and 130 pounds doesn't make you fat.. The normal/average/healthy weight for people who are 5'5 is 120. Your at a healthy weight. Even if your not the skinniest person alive, your beautiful. & I feel the same way; I wanna get out of heree; Haang in there chickkkaa- ; Im here if you need to talk to someone (:
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