ok soo i like my bestfriends older brother.
hes 16 and im 13. not really a big difference but to
him he sees me as a "child."
i dont understand why tho. im mature
emotionally and phyiscally(lmao!) but idk what to
do </3 he likes her and her likes him. and im just
the "little sisters bestfriend" so i feel like
crap. his entire family and mine like to say that
hes gunna be my future husband and i laugh and act like
it bothers me but honestly inside i love it. but i also know its
not true. </3 i often try to impress him but it never
works. i'll wear the tight clothes and make sure my
hair is perfect every time i see him. however,
i dont see that he notices. every now and then ill cry
myself to sleep because i realize....ill never ever be
with him. people say not to be negative, but i know its true
so im not really being negative..iim speaking
the truth. right? i know this sounds crazy but i really do feel
like im in love. every time he says hi to me it feels
like a jolt of electricity went through my entire body about 10
times. i start to forget simple things, my face gets red and my
hands get clammy. all because he said hi. sometimes i wonder what
if he hugged me? i think i would melt. but i have a
feeling i'm not gunna ever know how it
feels to be held in his arms, or kissed in the pouring rain by
him, or be able to wear his hoodie or letter jacket. or
enjoy anything with........him </3
-mine
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Ehdancer
1 decade ago
for the advice(: i appreciate it(:
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Ehdancer
1 decade ago
thanks(:
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kelda76
1 decade ago
seriously, just let fate take its course. if you were meant to be, then you will be. maybe not right now, but maybe when the age gap is a little less noticeable - stay close with his little sister at all costs. you'll need her friendship for when that age gap is less noticeable.
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