If you really knew me...
You would know that for the past few
days, I have felt so horrible.
And the only person I can talk to is my ex.
And I actually have spoken to him about it.
He is the only one there for me, and it pains to think that he
will be moving on.
He left me because he knew he would fall for someone else.
He left me because he knew he would fall for someone, he
didn't even know yet.
My friend is leaving, and it breaks my heart. She was one of
the only ones there for me.
I almost feel suicidal...
But I am being so selfish, I love my life but I just feel so
hurt.
And I think I might even have problems because I crave pain in
my hands.
My Dad nor my brother trusts me.
It doesn't feel like my life is falling apart, but it is
just horrible at the moment.
I can never live to my teachers expectations, and I cry myself
to sleep.
And guess what?
I am just starting Grade 7, High
School.
dont worry about those small things that have gotten you down i bet your an amazing girl. your ex? there will be one like him waiting for you but guess what he wont leave you and he will be even more amazing.Your friend? i lost one the same time as you once you start high school im sure you will make more but never ever lose contact with her.
your dad and brother i have a dad who is exactly the same i think of it as he is the one missing out on something wonderful being apart of you. im sure things will trun around soon pretty ;x