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You're like a drug. I can't get enough of you. And at

You're like a drug. I can't get enough of you. And at the beginning its not so bad. But I pull away from everyone else, my friends and family, thinking I only need you.

But something tells me you're dangerous, that something is wrong with you. I ignore it, because you make me feel so good. You make me forget my problems.

But it takes a turn for the worst. It gets really bad, so I decide to stop.

But then I realize how much I need you, how much I had been relying on you. I feel... empty inside. My friends and family told me you weren't good for me. I nodded my head but somehow couldn't believe you'd ever cause me harm. I felt so much pain away from you, and you were the only thing that made it better.

But I listened to them and I painfully got over you. Quitting cold turkey. By lack of your presence. And finally I was done.
I didn't need you, but I still wanted you, secretly. Everyone was so happy that I was over you, but I wasn't. Not completely.

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So I had a lapse in recovery. I fell for you again. It happens all the time. I quickly caught myself before I fell too hard. This time I had good friends around me to help me through.
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And finally--FINALLY I could get over you because I realized that even I'd never know if you were the thing hurting me, if I saw you as my bandage. So now, you don't exist to me. And I never want you back.

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notime4stopsigns

posted January 30, 2011 at 12:00pm UTC tagged with away messages

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