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i remembered how
thing's used to be.
i promised i would never change who i was for
some one else, i wouldn't let this world change me. but that
all changed, because now i was in love with the wrong person
because now the world has changed, i am everything i never wanted
to be. i'd left behind who i was, i'd become so lost in a
world filled with all the wrong people. people used to love me for
who i was, i was different ! i didn't care what people thought
about me, the word's they used against me never phased me and i
refused to change for other people. but i lost everything, because
i was in love with some one i was willing to change for. tommy was
my everything at one point, he has soft black hair that fell
perfectly around his shoulder's, his beautiful brown eye's
could see right through me. we'd fight a lot, but i
couldn't ever find the strength to leave him. his love was like
a addiction, i always needed and wanted more and more. i was in
love with him, so in love with him and i couldn't stand losing
him so i let him use me. he told me that he never wanted to talk to
me again, that he was in love with a girl named sam. i was so
broken, so confused and so hurt, i felt the terrible ache of
emptiness for month's. until finally we talked again, and for
as long as i waited for that day it wasn't what i expected. he
told me about samantha, how beautiful and wonderful she was. he
made her sound almost angelic, he tortured me doing this. but i was
so in love with him that i couldn't help it, it needed
me for something. and that was enough to keep me hanging on, i
was aware that tommy and i would never be, but it was a reason for
him to want me, to need to talk to me. tommy's best friend was
jacob, but that summer i found out how close jacob and i really
were. i began to need jacob too, he made me feel something
indescribable. he'd always say "hey beautiful" every
time we were together, he'd hold my hand and smile at me
we'd talk about our problem's and he'd listen to me
though everything i said. jacob had seen me cry so many time's
that summer, so many time's he'd wrap his arm's around
me, pulling me into his chest and holding me tightly. it took that
summer, and i knew i was in love with jacob.
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