he's dating a self-proclaimed now, and he tells me she's beautiful. he was my best friend for 5 and a half years, and he asked me to be his girlfriend. a month of happiness and he broke up with me because he didn't want to ruin the friendship. now he doesn't say a word to me. a week after the break up, he's with this -girl. how do i find out? facebook. i try and be friends with him, but he doesn't text me first, and when i text him, it's one word answers i get back. he doesn't even want to be friends, because if he did, he would want try to be. how can any one, including me, think me beautiful? i'm ugly, inside and out. even he thinks so. :(