its when you write down
those lyrics of your favorite song on your hand.
its smiling until your cheeks hurt because he grabbed your
backpack in the hallway and pulled you closer to him. its
dreaming of him texting you in the middle of the night say
"meet me at the park<3"
its wanting to kiss him in the rain; underwater; in the
sunset; just kissing him in general..its practicing talking to
him in front of your mirror. its not being able to get him out of
your head for one
second.