what your saying to me is completly
wrong
he cant forget about the girl he loves
and even if i can get myself to accept this rationally
i still feel the pain and jelousy in my heart
however, bearing a grudge against him
and feeling a jelousy towards her
these are normals feelings that any human would have
and it does not mean i should neciserilly feel bitterness
toward these two
he knows how difficult all this is for me
i know... all these feelings they mean that...
that i...
they mean that im in love with him!