i don't blame you for staying away from me. i say the wrong

i don't blame you for staying away from me.
i say the wrong things. i complain a lot. i screw things up.
i'm moody. i'm not easy to get along with. i'm insecure.
i'm too hard on myself. i know i can do better. i'm lazy.
but if you stay through all the bad;
i promise you'll get all the good.

major vent.