Forever; With You♥
Chapter eleven.
it's been a few weeks that i've been with Chase. we spend almost every day together. He's become my absolute best friend. i'm now closer to Chase then i am to Alyssa. it's insane to me, since i've known Alyssa for eight years, and Chase for three weeks.
Alyssa seems a little mad every time she texts me only to find out i'm with Chase. She hasn't been the same since i started dating Chase. i don't think she likes me dating him. i miss her, the old her. She used to be the most amazing person in my life, the one person i always turned to.
Now, she's just different. And i don't know how to change that.
Chase has been good with it all. He's made new friends and seems to be really close to Kyle now, which to me is kind of weird. But whatever. They're like brothers. i'm starting to think that Chase is really much different from all the other guys. He's much different - for example; the way he makes me feel. It's much more special, you know?
Kyle has been getting farther from me too, it's sad. It seems like the closer i get to Chase, the more i drift from the people i love. Since Kyle's my twin brother, we've always been extremely close, even when i was dating any other guy, or he was dating any other girl. We still stayed close, and happy. i miss him too. We never even just sit and talk anymore. That might be my fault though. Maybe i'm not making time for him. He always managed to make time for me even though he's been dating Carrie.
I'm starting to think that i'm the bad guy here. it's not Kyle or Alyssa, it's me... i need to change what i'm doing, i don't want to lose the people i love. For all i know, Chase could just be another guy on the list of guys i'll date in life.
Then again, maybe he's not. He is really special and i don't want to lose him, ever.
i don't know what to do...
sorry it's so short, i'll hopefully write more tomorrow. do you like it?
Chapter eleven.
it's been a few weeks that i've been with Chase. we spend almost every day together. He's become my absolute best friend. i'm now closer to Chase then i am to Alyssa. it's insane to me, since i've known Alyssa for eight years, and Chase for three weeks.
Alyssa seems a little mad every time she texts me only to find out i'm with Chase. She hasn't been the same since i started dating Chase. i don't think she likes me dating him. i miss her, the old her. She used to be the most amazing person in my life, the one person i always turned to.
Now, she's just different. And i don't know how to change that.
Chase has been good with it all. He's made new friends and seems to be really close to Kyle now, which to me is kind of weird. But whatever. They're like brothers. i'm starting to think that Chase is really much different from all the other guys. He's much different - for example; the way he makes me feel. It's much more special, you know?
Kyle has been getting farther from me too, it's sad. It seems like the closer i get to Chase, the more i drift from the people i love. Since Kyle's my twin brother, we've always been extremely close, even when i was dating any other guy, or he was dating any other girl. We still stayed close, and happy. i miss him too. We never even just sit and talk anymore. That might be my fault though. Maybe i'm not making time for him. He always managed to make time for me even though he's been dating Carrie.
I'm starting to think that i'm the bad guy here. it's not Kyle or Alyssa, it's me... i need to change what i'm doing, i don't want to lose the people i love. For all i know, Chase could just be another guy on the list of guys i'll date in life.
Then again, maybe he's not. He is really special and i don't want to lose him, ever.
i don't know what to do...
sorry it's so short, i'll hopefully write more tomorrow. do you like it?
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