Forever; With You♥
Chapter fifteen.
"i can't believe this! it's like i can't have friends or something!" i screamed to no one in particular, walking home with Alyssa and Sarah.
"Neena, i'm sure it will be fine. Those girls don't matter. I'm sure he trusts you enough to realize that you'd never ever do that. Don't worry about them." Sarah tried to comfort me.
"But he has major trust issues! He always accuses me of stuff! He's being such a hypocrite too! Because he can hang out with girls, but i can't hang out with a guy without being accused of cheating? this is the worst thing."
Alyssa took my phone and hers and put them in the kitchen drawer the second we got home. They continued to ring anyway. Chase was blowing up our phones. Calling and texting us, over and over again.
Sarah popped a movie in the dvd player. i spent the rest of the night with my girls, watching movies and crying. they tried to help me out, but i couldn't feel better. Sometimes, he made me feel like the luckiest and happiest girl in the world, and sometimes he made me cry myself to sleep and wish i could be done with this.
i wasn't quite sure which one mattered more. The laughter or the tears.
After a few hours, i grabbed mine and Alyssa's phones out of the drawer. 40 missed calls and 8 new messages on Alyssa's. jeeze. he just wasn't giving up, was he? 29 missed calls and 10 new messages on mine.
he probably assumed Alyssa was more likely to answer, since she did the first couple of times.
i read his 'i'm sorry' messages and decided to give him a chance and respond.
*Reply*
What do you want Chase? -Sariena
*1 New Message*
To talk. -Chase
*Reply*
About? -Sariena
*2 New Messages*
Look, Sariena. i'm really sorry i flipped out at you. i shouldn't have done that. it's just that i'm really overprotective and i didn't want to lose you i only did it because i care about you. you mean everything to me, and hearing that killed me inside. and i didn't think before i reacted. i know you wouldn't do that to me. And i know that Jake wouldn't either. he's a good friend. i'm sorry if i made you cry. Please stop ignoring me though. And in my defense, this isn't the first time you're "just friends" with a guy.
Oh my god. "just friends"? wow. Awesome.
i showed the message to Sarah and Alyssa. Sarah hugged me. Alyssa flipped and called Chase, leaving the room. i threw my phone and kicked the table. i started balling.
"i can't take this anymore." i whispered through the heavy breathes.
"Just friends? Why the hell would you say that?" i heard Alyssa scream in the phone from the kitchen.
Sarah just hugged me, feeling my pain.
is anybody actually reading it? i feel like no one is....
Chapter fifteen.
"i can't believe this! it's like i can't have friends or something!" i screamed to no one in particular, walking home with Alyssa and Sarah.
"Neena, i'm sure it will be fine. Those girls don't matter. I'm sure he trusts you enough to realize that you'd never ever do that. Don't worry about them." Sarah tried to comfort me.
"But he has major trust issues! He always accuses me of stuff! He's being such a hypocrite too! Because he can hang out with girls, but i can't hang out with a guy without being accused of cheating? this is the worst thing."
Alyssa took my phone and hers and put them in the kitchen drawer the second we got home. They continued to ring anyway. Chase was blowing up our phones. Calling and texting us, over and over again.
Sarah popped a movie in the dvd player. i spent the rest of the night with my girls, watching movies and crying. they tried to help me out, but i couldn't feel better. Sometimes, he made me feel like the luckiest and happiest girl in the world, and sometimes he made me cry myself to sleep and wish i could be done with this.
i wasn't quite sure which one mattered more. The laughter or the tears.
After a few hours, i grabbed mine and Alyssa's phones out of the drawer. 40 missed calls and 8 new messages on Alyssa's. jeeze. he just wasn't giving up, was he? 29 missed calls and 10 new messages on mine.
he probably assumed Alyssa was more likely to answer, since she did the first couple of times.
i read his 'i'm sorry' messages and decided to give him a chance and respond.
*Reply*
What do you want Chase? -Sariena
*1 New Message*
To talk. -Chase
*Reply*
About? -Sariena
*2 New Messages*
Look, Sariena. i'm really sorry i flipped out at you. i shouldn't have done that. it's just that i'm really overprotective and i didn't want to lose you i only did it because i care about you. you mean everything to me, and hearing that killed me inside. and i didn't think before i reacted. i know you wouldn't do that to me. And i know that Jake wouldn't either. he's a good friend. i'm sorry if i made you cry. Please stop ignoring me though. And in my defense, this isn't the first time you're "just friends" with a guy.
Oh my god. "just friends"? wow. Awesome.
i showed the message to Sarah and Alyssa. Sarah hugged me. Alyssa flipped and called Chase, leaving the room. i threw my phone and kicked the table. i started balling.
"i can't take this anymore." i whispered through the heavy breathes.
"Just friends? Why the hell would you say that?" i heard Alyssa scream in the phone from the kitchen.
Sarah just hugged me, feeling my pain.
is anybody actually reading it? i feel like no one is....
Share
Post to Facebook
Tweet on Twitter
