dear adults,please stop reminding me how much older i look everytime

dear  adults,

please stop reminding me how much older i look everytime i see you. because honestly,
i miss...
kindergarten
big beds
bedtime stories
lunchbox days
being carried in the house
happy times
friends
family
weekend trips
yearly trips
no stress
no fighting
no broken hearts
no yelling
no crying
i miss everything.i miss childhood.i miss my friends, my best friends. i miss him. i miss getting along with everyone.
i wish we could just rewind and go back in time. change everything that went wrong.
i wish my best friends were still my best friends. i wish my 'best friend'didn't have to experience all she did. i wish everything was:
fine.good.happy.together forever. i miss the childhood days.
so, yes, i am older. but that doesn't mean im wiser. that i don't make mistakes. that my life is perfectly fine. that everything is the way its supposed to be.
~teenager wishing to be a toddler.