Of Two Minds
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Okay, girls and boys. May I have your attention please? I would like to welcome David back! Please, by all means, enjoy.
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Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, I got to see David. It was Sunday and that meant one whole week of uninterrupted time with him. Nobody but David would understand the deep, underlying need I felt to be close to him. When you were friends with someone as long as we were friends with each other, well, you didn't take being apart well. If he wasn't as excited about today as I was, it would be a shock.
I climbed out of bed, sleeping considerably later than I did yesterday when meeting Tommy. Honestly, I was exhausted. I hadn't been considering the baby as much as I should in concerns to my sleeping habits because I just had too much on my mind to quiet my thoughts enough to fall asleep at a good time every night. I had been eating for, sure, but I could definitely tell that it wasn't enough and that the baby was taking a toll on my body.
Although it was our first day of the week together, today was strictly business. Church first. I was back on that train for good and wasn't going to get off just because it happened to be a big day. David never stopped going and I knew he was happy I was coming back because every week he would try and get me to come. He was trying to do what he knew was best for me, but I only now realized that.
After church would be the scary part. Telling his parents. I had somehow convinced my mom to come with me and David so we could all be together. One unit. Although getting a hold of my mom had been challenging, since she never seemed to answer her phone and obviously didn't want to talk to me, I managed to get her on board. I just prayed she would be on her best behavior.
Getting dressed was hard. What does one wear when seeing there best friend/ boyfriend/ baby daddy for the first time in a week?
Maybe I was blowing this out of proportion. I mean, it was only David. He loved me no matter what I looked like. But that didn't deafen the need to hide my growing stomach and flabby arms.
I picked something simple and decided not to look in the mirror, deciding that changing my mind now would only further my growing hysteria. I was on the brink of a breakdown and was more nervous than anything. Today was going to be a big day.
I made my way downstairs and onto my porch. I turned around to close the door and when I turned back around I saw David standing in front of me in his Sunday best looking better than I thought possible. I was drawn completely breathless. Finally, I managed to breath and say something, although by now I probably looked like an idiot.
"Hey," I whispered, a slow smile creeping onto my face.
Format Credit: Eknovels
Let me know what you think :)
---Caitlyn <3
Okay, girls and boys. May I have your attention please? I would like to welcome David back! Please, by all means, enjoy.
Feedback please :)
Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, I got to see David. It was Sunday and that meant one whole week of uninterrupted time with him. Nobody but David would understand the deep, underlying need I felt to be close to him. When you were friends with someone as long as we were friends with each other, well, you didn't take being apart well. If he wasn't as excited about today as I was, it would be a shock.
I climbed out of bed, sleeping considerably later than I did yesterday when meeting Tommy. Honestly, I was exhausted. I hadn't been considering the baby as much as I should in concerns to my sleeping habits because I just had too much on my mind to quiet my thoughts enough to fall asleep at a good time every night. I had been eating for, sure, but I could definitely tell that it wasn't enough and that the baby was taking a toll on my body.
Although it was our first day of the week together, today was strictly business. Church first. I was back on that train for good and wasn't going to get off just because it happened to be a big day. David never stopped going and I knew he was happy I was coming back because every week he would try and get me to come. He was trying to do what he knew was best for me, but I only now realized that.
After church would be the scary part. Telling his parents. I had somehow convinced my mom to come with me and David so we could all be together. One unit. Although getting a hold of my mom had been challenging, since she never seemed to answer her phone and obviously didn't want to talk to me, I managed to get her on board. I just prayed she would be on her best behavior.
Getting dressed was hard. What does one wear when seeing there best friend/ boyfriend/ baby daddy for the first time in a week?
Maybe I was blowing this out of proportion. I mean, it was only David. He loved me no matter what I looked like. But that didn't deafen the need to hide my growing stomach and flabby arms.
I picked something simple and decided not to look in the mirror, deciding that changing my mind now would only further my growing hysteria. I was on the brink of a breakdown and was more nervous than anything. Today was going to be a big day.
I made my way downstairs and onto my porch. I turned around to close the door and when I turned back around I saw David standing in front of me in his Sunday best looking better than I thought possible. I was drawn completely breathless. Finally, I managed to breath and say something, although by now I probably looked like an idiot.
"Hey," I whispered, a slow smile creeping onto my face.
Format Credit: Eknovels
Let me know what you think :)
---Caitlyn <3
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